I'm so excited :3 And thank god for Christmas break, school was getting to me T_T So yay, family time tomorrow<3 For some reason this year is much more exciting
MERRY CHRISTMAS dA!~

So if you can't tell, I've been practicing my drawing. I kinda gave it up a looong time ago but figured I might try it again. Even though my pictures are awful, drawing is fun and I need more and more practice. Maybe I'll get better<3

Got it done Friday after school . I think it looks really cute. I'll have to post some pictures of it to see what you guys think~! YAY :3
Yeah... It hurt

Yeeep. Was talking to my mom about it last night. She said right after Christmas she'll make an appointment with the surgeon. So yes.. First I get an i.v put into my hand and I get pumped full of something that will make me high enough so I don't care that they're ripping my mouth open, also I wont remember it So then he'll cut into my gums and remove all four wisdom teeth in the one sitting T_T I'm worried about what I'm going to be like when I'm out of it. Like...HOW out of it will I be? Will I have any common sense? Will I be like... drooling and yelling like in that video on youtube David After Dentist [link] ?? What if I have to pee, or if I'm thristy?? Hopefully it will be like when I'm drunk and I know how to do mundane tasks but I'm just kinda, wobbly going about it....Can anyone tell me what it's like?? Please and thank you

I'm actually really excited for it. Me, mom and John put the tree up and the house is somewhat decorated. I can't wait to surprise my mom and John with the presents ^_^ Horray.
If anyone wants a special Christmas request Note Me Or My Photographer and we'll see what we can do <33

Yup, getting my nose done friday after school, horray I'm pumped. I JUST made the appointment not long ago. Not like, a septum or bridge piercing, a normal, small nostril piercing. YAY :3

Myself and Adam got some free time yesterday so we did a few pictures :3 We should have more free time soon with Christmas break coming up so horray ^-^ So yes, hopefully we can get some good shots.

So it's been decided to wait until after Christmas for me to have my surgery since you know, the whole it costs $1700 factor. My teeth are coming in slowly, but painfully so I hope I can get it done sooner than later. It depends on when my mom and dad decide that the surgery is most important -.-sigh. I just don't like being in pain. Oh I spoke with a friend who had the same surgery done and told her I'm most scared of the i.v sedation deal, but she said getting high off of it is the best part x3. I'm scared I'm going to say something really dumb >.< Also, maybe the surgeon will let me have nitrous oxide before the surgery since I'm such a pansy =.= Mom says I can get it done before Easter but I hope by "before Easter" she means right after Christmas >.> I just don't want my jaw to feel like it's going to explode anymore.

It really wasn't, I didn't even cry x3

I haven't posted anything good for a while now, just a couple snap shots. Myself and Adam are having some camera/lighting difficulties so it's been hard to get anything half decent but don't worry, I'm sure the problem wont last for too much longer, we'll find a solution. Until then I'll continue to post some snap shot-y pictures just to prove I'm still alive X3

So yes...Dentist indeed. I went there yesterday with my mom to see the oral surgeon who was actually really nice and fluent in english which was a surprise since his name was Dr.Poon, Anyways so he asked about 500 questions, showed me the xray of my mouth and pointed out how my wisdom teeth are coming through. He explained the surgery, I'd get an I.V which after 5 minutes (or less) would make me fall asleep. I was worried about this until he told me it's not like the general anesthetic they use in hospitals since this stuff just makes you fall asleep and you're breathing on your own etc etc. The surgery shouldn't take longer than about 30 minutes and I have to wait another 30 minutes after waking up since I'll be all...groggy and out of it. For 2 week I'll have to take 600 mg of Ibuprofen every 6 hours and if I have any pain in between, one or two Addisol 30's (Or demerol which ever he prescribes). I can't eat hard food for a few weeks and I'll be in pain maybe for a month or more (not cool). I'll also have bruising and swelling all over my jaw area T_T but I'll never again have problems with my wisdom teeth. So it's all set now all that's left is me and my parents deciding which is the best time to make an appointment. My mom says over Christmas break because that way I wont miss too much school but it's not fair that I have to have a shitty Christmas break. I'll be excused from school it's not like I'll be failing or teachers will think I'm skipping >.> Anyways it's really up to her since she'll be paying the $1700 (well her and my dad)...$1700 is a lot lower than I thought it would be so yay I guess? The consultation itself cost $233 =.= But he's a really nice guy and I feel like I can trust his opinions and such so all that I need to do is psychologically prepare myself for the fact I'll have a needle stuck in my vein...Which will take a long time and I'll probably never get over it...I'm pathetic I know.

**P.S...How possible is it for an air bubble to get in an I.V drip and you know, kill you? XD

Bawwwww Today at school is needle day for the H1N1 shots and I'm such a pansy that I'm actually scared....God I hate myself xD Anyways so yeah they're calling kids down by alphabetical order and I'm hoping I', tomorrow but probably not since my last name is an M >.< Hopefully Tonya's going to be able to hold me as I weep in pain and fear...So what, everyone needs to be a little dramatic x3 But yes...I'm terrified of needles.

I haven't posted anything good for a while now, just a couple snap shots. Myself and Adam are having some camera/lighting difficulties so it's been hard to get anything half decent but don't worry, I'm sure the problem wont last for too much longer, we'll find a solution. Until then I'll continue to post some snap shot-y pictures just to prove I'm still alive X3

So yes...Dentist indeed. I went there yesterday with my mom to see the oral surgeon who was actually really nice and fluent in english which was a surprise since his name was Dr.Poon, Anyways so he asked about 500 questions, showed me the xray of my mouth and pointed out how my wisdom teeth are coming through. He explained the surgery, I'd get an I.V which after 5 minutes (or less) would make me fall asleep. I was worried about this until he told me it's not like the general anesthetic they use in hospitals since this stuff just makes you fall asleep and you're breathing on your own etc etc. The surgery shouldn't take longer than about 30 minutes and I have to wait another 30 minutes after waking up since I'll be all...groggy and out of it. For 2 week I'll have to take 600 mg of Ibuprofen every 6 hours and if I have any pain in between, one or two Addisol 30's (Or demerol which ever he prescribes). I can't eat hard food for a few weeks and I'll be in pain maybe for a month or more (not cool). I'll also have bruising and swelling all over my jaw area T_T but I'll never again have problems with my wisdom teeth. So it's all set now all that's left is me and my parents deciding which is the best time to make an appointment. My mom says over Christmas break because that way I wont miss too much school but it's not fair that I have to have a shitty Christmas break. I'll be excused from school it's not like I'll be failing or teachers will think I'm skipping >.> Anyways it's really up to her since she'll be paying the $1700 (well her and my dad)...$1700 is a lot lower than I thought it would be so yay I guess? The consultation itself cost $233 =.= But he's a really nice guy and I feel like I can trust his opinions and such so all that I need to do is psychologically prepare myself for the fact I'll have a needle stuck in my vein...Which will take a long time and I'll probably never get over it...I'm pathetic I know.

**P.S...How possible is it for an air bubble to get in an I.V drip and you know, kill you? XD